The big 2-1...
I am not having the time of my life. If anything, life has become grim. I don't feel inspired, only tired. I've come to realize those worth suffering for and those here for the moment. I want to partake in life's pleasures but don't know how. Often viewed as a girl filled with joy but on the inside I feel like a stern hag. I really don't know what's wrong with the picture. I have good friends, I keep myself busy with school and I have an amazing man in my life. I've come to conclude that it's probably just human instinct to hate your life once in a while. I am clueless to what these symptoms are but I hope they get better soon. I'm tired of being moody and having emotions.
I feel you. I'm still 20, but I'm not happy about turning 21, specially due to the recent turn of events. I want to believe that there will be better days, I just wish they would hurry!
ReplyDelete*sigh* I guess these bad moments gives us something to look forward to. Something to learn and reflect on I suppose...
ReplyDeleteI'm on the same boat as Anderson. I'm 20 and I'm not looking forward to turning 21. Maybe because all the thrills of turning 21 were already experienced at such a young age. I've been drinking since I was 12 and been going to bars since I was 17. Nothing to look forward to, other than being able to buy my own booze. But even so, I barely drink anymore these days.
ReplyDeleteMaybe you just need something new? A getaway? A temporary escape from reality?