To start off with I no longer believe in having a best friend. There can only be one best friend. That's why it is called having a best friend because they are the best out of the other friends.
Throughout my entire life I've only had one legit best friend and his name was Kevin Soh. I remember meeting Kevin in the third grade, and distinctly remembered that Kevin owned a galore of Hello Kitty/Sanrio trinkets. I knew right away I had to befriend him to get a piece of that. I would get mad over the littlest things just so he can feel sorry for me and hand over a bit of his Sanrio belongings in exchange for my friendship. I guess I can say I learned how to hussle others at a young age. haha
I recall a time when one of our classmates, Jessica (who we called bull nose) revealed to him that she had a crush on Kevin. His reaction was priceless, he said, "EEEW I'm telling!" When we got back to Mr. Goodelle's class who gave us ten minutes to tattle on each other, Kevin raised his hands and said, "SHE LIKES ME!". Ahhh to be young, I'm pretty certain he embarrassed the crap out of her.
We stayed friends for that whole year until he transferred schools, I didn't see him for five years until freshman year of high school. It was cool getting to know him all over again. I remember feeling extraordinarily special when he told me that he was gay because I was the first one who knew and it was good being first. I told him that it was o.k. and that he had my full support. After talking about it, I could feel his sense of relief.
When the movie "Mean Girls" came out, we watched it and claimed it to be our bible. Every time there was a sleep over we would pop in the DVD and even recited the words to the movie. We truly started to act like "Mean Girls" and paraded around our campus as if we owned it. Things were indeed great while it lasted.
Even though we don't talk anymore I'll always remember the good times we had. It's not worth it anymore to waste time and energy on being bitter over a disagreement we had over some horse faced bitch. You were a great friend, and no one can EVAR make me laugh as hard as you did. I sincerely do wish you well.
And to my good friends new/old ( You guys know who you are) Thank you. Thank you for being here to cheer me up and help me get by life. Thank you for making me realize that I am not alone in this world.




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